On those days when I've temporarily forgotten the whole
point of Sponge Brain Stretch Pant's pre-retirement project, I play a little
game called I Know Whether I'll Like This
Class Before I Even Take It. So far,
my most prominent talent is being wrong about the answer every single time.
"Women of the Drum" is a perfect example. I took this class with my mother, of all people
- the woman whose child-raising job description included warning us to stop
drumming on the table. Stop drumming on
the side of the bathtub. Stop drumming
on your sister.
Except that my mother never issued those warnings.
Tattling was a different story, but I've yet to hear of a Professional
Snitch class. I could have taught
graduate level courses on the subject by the time I could string three words
together, and when my parents begged me not to spill the beans about my sister
Jenny's birthday present? I invented
charades. They should have known better
than to suggest I keep that secret when it was the actual birthday girl with whom I shared everything - including
a bed. (Silent bed charades in total
darkness is quite the challenge, but
Jenny eventually caught my drift about the Pla-Doh.)
Neither Mom nor I had received musical instruction as adults,
so we had one major worry regarding our drum session: free-range laughter. You know the kind - it happens without fail while
visiting a friend's church on Christmas Eve when one of the choir angels belts
out a failed operatic note that you did not
see coming.
We rehearsed not looking at each other in the car on the way
to class, but it didn't work; we peeked repeatedly to see if the other one was
looking. I never knew the scope of my
peripheral vision until I noticed Mom's silent-shoulder-shaking without
deviating my eyes from ten and two.
The class description said to call the leader if we needed
to borrow a djembe drum. I ran to the dictionary and found djembe's proper pronunciation - next to
a drawing of a thing I'd never seen in my home.
I do remember a set of bongos my brother Randy had when we
were little. I used to hold them between
my knees and "play" them while walking from room to room. But walking and doing anything as a child was just one of my special deficits, so my
performances (often thinly disguised efforts at diverting Mom's attention from
the fact that it was bath night) incorporated random solo bursts on one or both
kneecaps.
We called the leader and she loaned us what turned out to be
two of the biggest drums I'd ever seen.
Honestly.
They were like those things I Love Lucy's husband played at
the Coconut Club - or wherever his TV band entertained millions of 1950s
housewives who wished they lived in Cuba.
Djembe translates
to "come together in peace." We
wrapped our legs around the bases to keep them from turning on us in case they
sensed we had not Googled their translation beforehand. Now Mom and I had a much bigger worry than
cracking each other up in front of women who had been gathering in peace for
more than a decade: we were one ill-timed
leg cramp away from dropping someone's ancient ritual on its tautly stretched
goatskin head.
We learned a Haitian spring planting song that required each
half of the circle to play separate parts.
Our leader showed more patience than Ricky Ricardo mustered during
Lucy's entire pregnancy. Every few
seconds, a couple of extremely loud beats lined up and, while I've never been
to Haiti, I felt confident our version sounded like the real thing. I expected little spring sprouts to appear
near my tightly curled toes.
I could eventually close my eyes for several seconds without
tipping over, and my own heartbeat synchronized with that of my drum. Probably the Haitian section of my heart I
never met while growing up, so preoccupied was I with getting away from those
pesky mountains and sequestering myself in the 'civilized' land of glass and
concrete.
As the last of the sounds died down, the drummers said other
newcomers hadn't kept up as well as we did.
Shocked at the compliment, I threw Mom and myself under the talent bus
by raving about how little artistic,
athletic, and musical ability either of us had ever possessed. Really! I practically screamed. We're
AWFUL!
Mom just smiled and nodded.
She's been out of Reprimand Mode for a while, but should have told me to
speak for myself. She should have put
her hands back on that drum and composed an impromptu I Can't Hear You song.
Her new song would remind me about the years of dinners she'd
orchestrated, every night for seven people, after working all day. It would reveal how she'd channeled her inner
Band Leader - refusing to bolt during a nightclub fire as long as dancers
remained on the floor - every time I practiced my clarinet in fourth
grade. I still recall a smorgasbord of
flat notes screeching from that horn as I tapped one foot against the linoleum
and tried to ignore the spit dripping off the bell.
Yuck.
It would not have been any better if I'd had a real drum as
a child. I believe djembe is something you grow into - lifting your life lines way up
in the air and pounding them down with abandon.
Frustration? Gone. Tension?
Goodbye.
My mother should have had her own djembe years ago to drown out the teasing, the tattling, and especially
the clarinet. It would have been so worth it to skip dinner occasionally
in favor of a Wyoming spring planting song.
That's it!
While I don't know enough about these drums to recommend
them as a full-time post-career choice, I can say that hearts pounding in
rhythm makes an excellent (not-so-secret) birthday present for somebody you
really love.
Happy 84th, Mom.
(Ever wonder about
special ingredients in a really good scone?
They will be revealed right here
next Friday. Please don't say I didn't warn you.)
Happy 84th Becky's Momma!!!
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautful story you shared with us today.